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Below is a journal entry spilling my overflowing thoughts about five people who have impacted my life through their friendship. These are five devastating loves, both beautiful and tragic. Five people that I love and loved. Enjoy.
xx
i love you
because we can be apart for a period of time
and still have everything be as it was before when we see each other again.
no contest of favoritism
no worries of popularity
just you
and me
and the spontaneity of our worlds.
i love you
because of the way you progress to a chaotic state of happiness when we stay up with the moon
and her stars,
finding nothing and everything to laugh about.
i love you
because of the complete happiness i feel when i am with you
a whole world in one person
everything i have ever dreamed and dream about.
and you.
i loved you
until you traded lies for our friendship
a fake persona of genuinity.
do you actually believe what you say?
there are still mascara stains on my bed-sheets from you.
i loved you
until our worlds took separate turns
my best friend forever
until the distanced phone calls stopped coming from both ends.
these are five people
that have made an impact on my life.
i love you's
and i loved you's
a one letter difference
that has made all the difference in the world.
xx
Below is a journal entry spilling my overflowing thoughts about five people who have impacted my life through their friendship. These are five devastating loves, both beautiful and tragic. Five people that I love and loved. Enjoy.
xx
i love you
because we can be apart for a period of time
and still have everything be as it was before when we see each other again.
no contest of favoritism
no worries of popularity
just you
and me
and the spontaneity of our worlds.
i love you
because of the way you progress to a chaotic state of happiness when we stay up with the moon
and her stars,
finding nothing and everything to laugh about.
i love you
because of the complete happiness i feel when i am with you
a whole world in one person
everything i have ever dreamed and dream about.
and you.
i loved you
until you traded lies for our friendship
a fake persona of genuinity.
do you actually believe what you say?
there are still mascara stains on my bed-sheets from you.
i loved you
until our worlds took separate turns
my best friend forever
until the distanced phone calls stopped coming from both ends.
these are five people
that have made an impact on my life.
i love you's
and i loved you's
a one letter difference
that has made all the difference in the world.
xx